Since arriving in Bali most of my time is spent
lying on the veranda of my wee Padi House, looking over the rice fields, napping and reading novels. I have finished 3 so far, started my fourth this morning.
The Veranda |
What I have not done is any studying for my GRE. Or a whole lot of writing. Or answering emails, working on my school application...really anything "productive" as defined by my old life.
My friend Rachel says I am de-frizzing. Every time she says it I think of de-fragging my computer. Because that is what it feels like I am doing...getting my hard drive back in order so it can work faster. Being able to read novels, nap, swim, nap, stare at beauty let's my spinning brain settle back down. I am sleeping soundly for the first time in ages - only waking up for "toilet needs" because of the immense amounts of water I am drinking (okay, maybe I am getting old too - I hear night time peeing is part of getting older).
I have not left the resort yet. I skipped dinner twice already because I fell asleep reading. I am mostly confined to my room.
I am relishing the life of leisure. Knowing I will pick up the school books soon and knowing I don't need to rush. I can just sit and look at the view for hours. De Fragging feels so good.
The view |
It was all quite idyllic until I met the Balinese masseuses who treated me yesterday. You would think after living in Asia for two years I would remember not to be fooled by the tiny, smiling, soft-spoken asian masseuse. Welcoming you with their sing-song voice that is really like the mermaid singing...
Because it is all a lie, designed to lure you in. These tiny women are fiercely powerful and their fingers, elbows, hands can beat you, poke you and find your most hidden tension and knots. And they drive them out as if exorcising demons - or beating you for some horrible mis-dead. Bloody Hell it hurt.
If I didn't know better I could believe they switch out the masseuse as soon as your eyes are closed, bringing in the bad guy enforcer from the action movies - you know, the guy who likes to inflict pain.
Not relaxing until it was over...and then you realize how glorious it is. Like a good workout I suppose. Rachel is convincing me to see a reflexologist who beats your feet with a stick next.